Philippians 4:6-7

 “6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.”

My life verse. Whenever  I feel lost or worried, I remember God’s promises through this Bible verse. 

I ask my self, how can God be so kind and loving that He is willing to take the burden of our problems? He never fails me, Jesus is like a giant wall ready to defend me from enemies and problems.

I am really honored to be a child of God. I am thankful that he is just a prayer away and I can be at peace that He will never leave. I feel like crying because of the overwhelming comfort that He is giving. I can’t imagine a life without Jesus. I know that the peace that I am in right now is because of the almighty God.

Always pray for God’s wisdom and the Holy Spirit will guide you in the right path. Never let the enemy take over your life. Instead, always talk to Jesus and you will feel His presence. 

BIGBANG on Weekly Idol, Finally!

Finallyyyy! After a long wait, BIGBANG on Weekly Idol! Seriously, after G-Dragon’s Weekly Idol appearance last 2013, I have been crying out for the whole group to be on the show. VIPs, our prayers have been heard!

They actually divided it into two episodes (Episodes 284- 285) which is a plus for us, the fans. 😀 Since the boys are already veterans, not just in the music industry but in variety shows as well, they made the whole show a lot more fun. I think the fans have not seen this side of BIGBANG in a while. They were goofy, happy and it was refreshing to watch, really.

Weekly Idol’s highlight is the “Random Play Dance.” They were basically doing their own thing, improvising a step just to get through it and forgetting their own song and choreography.


Of course, I won’t forget how my bias, T.O.P was being so “Bingu.” He can shift from being charismatic to I-forgot-I’m-an-idol image (in a funny way) real quick. My cheeks were actually hurting from smiling because of his craziness. It actually made me think about his military enlistment this coming February 2017. We won’t be witnessing his funny side for a while. Well, two years is not that long hehe!


The whole crew prepared a lot. They were worried that they won’t get another golden chance like this. They made the boys do stuff that made them ask “Whyyyy?” From showing off Gwiyomi version 2.0 to dancing girl groups’ songs. Yes, everybody, these are treasures to be kept forever!


The last part had me cracking, they did the 2x speed version of “Bang Bang Bang!” As usual, T.O.P being T.O.P! He had the time of his life in this part. The boys, they were awesome as always. Just bringing laughter and creating great memories!



This is definitely a must watch! I had a wonderful time watching the boys. I will surely miss them and I am looking forward for more years to come and see BIGBANG complete again!

Korean drama is life.

Korean dramas are really popular right now. Many are fangirling over Song Joong Ki, Park Bo Gum, Lee Min Ho, Lee Jong Suk, and more good looking Korean celebrities that you can think of.

Whenever I watch K-dramas online, I usually see comments like “Oppa! I have an exam tomorrow, but I am here watching you.” Others say “I have class at 7 a.m. and it is now 3 a.m., staying up all night just to watch (insert K-drama title).” Some may say, “This is the reason why I am still single. My standards are way too high, because of Oppa!” Or if you are watching an ongoing drama and you were not able to stop yourself from the temptation of click that Episode 1 and 2 button, you might say “A week of torture for the next episode.” Finally, if a drama ends, fans would go “My Thursdays and Fridays won’t be the same again (crying emoji).” These are just a few of the examples that you may experience or encounter when you are into K-dramas.

“Once you enter, you can never leave,” is what we K-drama fans say to people who are wishing to ruin their lives (in a positive way? Hahaha) and give up social life and sleep. Imagine, you look forward to something every week, or if you have lots of friends who have the same interest you can’t wait to fangirl with them, hate on the girl who is flirting with the main Oppa or just simply feeling bad at the writer Unnie for rushing the drama and leaving out some characters.

Also, that “just one more episode and I’ll go to bed” is a BIG JOKE! I always say this to myself and end up finishing 2 more episodes, plus staring at the ceiling for another 30 minutes just to sink in those scenes and ask “WHY IS THERE NO PREVIEW?!” Patience is a virtue, honey.

Of course, we international fans, are really thankful that subbers exist. SUBTITLE IS LIFE, too. But if you are brave enough to risk everything and confuse yourself with what’s happening… you can watch it RAW and re-watch it after the subtitled episode is out. Again, Patience is a virtue.

Here’s to more K-dramas and bigger eye bags! Cheers!


My First Kpop Album and Fan Meeting (ZE:A) DAEBAK!!

When I first got into Kpop, I was one of those teenagers that would do anything just to meet OPPA! Then, a golden chance came! Finally, a kpop band visiting my country and it is ZE:A!! I did not let this opportunity slip away. I was just a high schooler that time and like we all know not all teenagers get tons of money from mama and papa. Good thing, my allowances were there to fangirl with me!


As you can see I take good pictures hehe.

My friend and I just planned to watch them from afar since we were poor huhu 😭 but we were itching to see them up close. We decided to risk our allowances, skip meals and go broke (nah, not to these extremes 😜). Eventually, we bought the album. This serves as our ticket to enter the premises and have Oppadeul to sign it.

Walking past every fangirls’ biggest obstacle – barricades! Then slowly walking towards them. Eto na ‘to bes!

Finally, oppas before my eyes! (Our bags were taken before ascending the stage) Shaking, I got the first autograph. Honestly, you wouldn’t really comprehend what was going on. All you know was that oppas are right before you smiling and greeting you! It all happened so fast, until you reach the last oppa huhu.


It was a great experience, especially for a Kpop die hard fan.

Speaking of die hard, my friend was really jjang when ZE:A was about to leave. She accidentally obtained Min Woo’s water bottle. 😂

These all happened way back January 2012. I suddenly remembered this beautiful experience and thought that I should share it with other Kpop fans out there.

How about you, what was your first Kpop experience?